september twentysecond twothousandsix

wow, thought it was different this time. different approach, different situation & different person but no matter wat all the same shit every single fcuking time....

saturday september 9th twothousandsix

"everyones gorgeous until they bitch" ;)(sonia beri)

omg school...ugh. well so many things going on right now and i think my emotions are making fun of me. everything's crazy i can't believe wat's going on but i like the most part of it. i mean nothing's that bad except for thursday. it was so hard not to cry knowing wat was going on. i'm happy everything's good now. so no worries at the moment anymore. that means life is way good ;). so today's the little cousin's birthday which means there's a party tomorrow yay. i know weird party on sunday? yeah but it's an indian thing party days are sundays not saturdays lol. wow i can't believe he's only two he's hella smart and seems like he's been here for forever already. happy 2nd birthday ankie well yeah iono i feel like being random right now. for some reason i just felt like typing even though i don't feel like blogging about the day or watever.ahhh i love school it's good. sucks that i couldn't set up for the dance yesterday but tennis comes first. ugh i love love love my best friends they always make me happy even just seeing each other for like 5 minutes and having random plans like we always do but i think we're pro already cz we dont freak about anything anymore & we usually get everything done how we want to. hella miss CEC though. lol hella good memories everytime. makes me smile everytime i think about it. lol i love how some couples make me hella smile cz they're together. which reminds me i have my own wave when i say "hi " and "bye" to people according to one of my little freshmen. i think she's adorable with her boyfriend they make me smile for example i told them that too & they smiled more ahh kyoote. lol i love a lot of the little freshmen well actually some of them are taller than me but i still love them. i mean i just met them but they are seriously really awesome and everything. oh yeah so some people think i grew like an inch or a half over summer which is like jackpot cz well growing taller any amount is good at the height i'm at. i feel hella short around people. ohh i seiously love my friends. i mean last year i had met some of them but i can't believe everything we've gonn through especially one friends that has hella been there for me even though i just met them less than a year ago. hella took care of me when i needed and didn't questions me or anything just comforted me and now they're like hi best friend i didn't get my hug from you today yet. i thought that was super kyoote cz i wasn't keeping track of something like that but they were and that was adorable. seriously they put a smile on  my face too. i think it's weird now how i can listen to any song and connect it to a relationship i have with one of my friends just cz of memories or something. i feel that this is going to be a good school year. hella excited for winter seasom but scared i can't believe wat i got myself into but that doesn't matter anymore i need to get through it and make some people especially proud. ugh i love everything that they helped me with i mean like getting stuff done at like 11 and teaching me how to do things because you wanted to help me. i remember that one time they came over just because they didn't want me to walk home alone and we ended up hanging out for like hours. doing absoulutly nothing ahah but we hella caught up each other's lives. i'm happy for where my friends are at in there lives i love watching them grow and become stronger as they get through life. sometimes i believe i became stronger as a person but i just can't change certain things about me that my friends think i should cz that would change me as a person & sometimes change is good but not in my sitaution. i hope this year i stick with everything and do it all with succes.

omg i can't believe my cousin's gpa is like 4.83 crazy right but she's hella smart and hard working so i look up to her even though she's a sophmore but is suppose to be a freshmen which is even crazier. i mean i wanna be just like she taught herself spanish over the summer so she could be in spanish 4 this year. hella over achiever plus she has all ap/honors classes. i mean every single one except pe cz she finished them over the summer too. i can't believe she's only ranked 12th in her class. i would love to meet the people that are ahead of her. so yeah shes class rep. too & does basketball. i wanna be just like her. ahaha i sound liek a dumb little kid that wants to be like a firefighter.

wow just remembered the conversation i had a while back with some people and like we were hella talking about everything we wanted to be when we grow up like since we were kids. i love having care free conversations with friends. they are awesome. i mean like i dont' like drama and everything. that's why i try to forgive a lot but sometimes it's hard. i can't believe wat some people would say that i said about other people but really wat can you say that's how the other person is. i mean i didn't tell them that i knew wat they said and that they were lying and almost messed up an awesome friendship but i didn't have too cz our friendship is stronger than that even though it hasn't been a long time yet. we have so much trust with each other. gee whizzles this makes me think of friends that i haven't seen in forever that i hella hella miss like a lot. i miss seeing some people from quimby & like even from last year. i don't see them anymore. i can't believe how many people i just met and got really close to moved. but i don't mind cz they promised they visit and we will always be friends. i'm really gonn miss one of my greatest friends who has gonn through so much and has taught me soo much i mean really taught me a lot of things. like all those times after my practices and your practices, you still wanted to help me out cz i felt i needed it even though you thought i was crazy cz i'm really good. i was suppose to send them off to their new home but i have the band thing to do that day but i get to visit in like winter which should be awesome i hella hope there's snow there. ahah can't wait to go winter shopping with you. wow i can't believe how much you've grown into the young adult that you are now. i'm proud of you. i'm happy i could be apart of your life and that you think of me as one of your great friends. great friends forreals. i'm happy that we are even closer than that. which is another thing that makes me happy. when people develope so much trust for one another in such a short amount of time. i'm glad i have the ability to do that with a lot of people. i think it's a good thing but i hate how some people take advantage of me and they don't consider the things that could go wrong. like wat about wen i get in trouble even if you aren't. just little stuff like that bothers me but i can get over cz i got great friends. lol i think its' hilarious how me and harold think our friends are all gorgeous. i mean they really all are in our point of view . i think everyones' beautiful until they bitch. i believe that's my quote unless someone can prove me wrong that someone else said it first. well i guess ill end this blog here i need to get things ready for tomorrow.

--sbeeezy

june twetyfourth twothousandsix

me, angela & marina went to great america & greatmall.we got there around 11 & it was packed. well we had to wait for angela to buy her pass then we had to wait to go through the sensors or watever  and this lady and her whole family cut infront of us & the dumb eldest son just keeps looking back at us and laughing. so we finally get inside after forever. then we went to take pics for our cards which also took a lifetime to happen. finally we went on vortex and it was angela's first time hilarious. it was fun though. then we went on demon. lol a grown boy came off the cart right before us crying, which we all found hilarious but was pretty sad. at first we were all "awww..poor kid" then we were like "who cries on demon". went around to find the surviver & got in line for it. the ride was fun i liked it . after we got those minute maid strawberry lemonade things & funnel cakes. then we went on delerium [sp?] without angela cz she freaked out in line and just watched us. then we went on spongebob. you know the movie thing that is in an air conditioned area =). after went on some water rides after passed by the kareoke. lol there were 3 cholas singing thousand miles hella funny & after a little girl sang breakaway. which was so kyoote. went on top gun and invertigo after then we headed to the lightrail to go to great mall to watch a movie. i couldn't believe the guy we met a the light rail hella funny but hella weird too lol. "DAMN girl you hella thick, you play volleyball or softball?" lol "none" "wat are they puttin in those burgers these days". lol he was hella laughing after that. well we talked to him for a while cz we missed the first lightrail so yeah. we get on the next light rail and get to greatmall but we're all hella hungry cz great america is crazy expensive. so we eat and someone hella lagged so we finally finished eating at like 7;40 so we couldn't watch a movie anymore. so then we went around the mall and just did watever. marina and angela had an "interesting experience" with their caramel fraps. after marina left before closing then it was just me and angela. finally we go home & stop by mickeyD's good stuff.

june twentyfifth twothousandsix

happy 15th birthday john

went to julian's BBQ with olivia & her little brother. it was so much fun seeing everyone again, hella missed them all. too bad the party wasn't longer. i had a great time though.

june twentysixth twothousandsix

happy 17th birthday ateh

so i went to track practice an hour earlier to work on sprint drills cz i hella want to get eight feet. so did warmups with bella & angela. before that i went to the office to plan flea markets & carwashes but couldn't because i didn't have an adviser cz she's on vacation until july 19th which hella sucks cz its so far away. went back after i talked to wrestling coach, who said he'd be proud to have me on the team. went back to the track. did drills then bui came a little later. did that for like an hour then we set up the pads and nikki & johnathan came. bella and angela went back to bella's really quick to get the pics of will demps who is extremely hot =) & brought back otter pops & gadorades. then went on some vault drills & nelson came. talked to eric after he got there & jumped more.robert came afterwards. did some elbow drills cz i hella can't get my elbow in when i jump which completly throws me off. uhg i'm so mad that i couldn't get it right when i was jumping i kept getting mad & ended up not finishing my vaults. bleh. & the other vaulters were just doing jumps or talking. jaime came by for a little. i kept jumping over and over but it felt off. yeah so angela recorded my jump which i thought looked like shiet. kept jumping until johnathan came back from 711 and he started coaching me which really helped since nelson wasn't there anymore and the other coach was talking to the other vaulters. then we put the pads away after some more jumps. i tried to do as much as i could since everyone was still talking besides me and bui. so my mom picked me up while we were cleaning up & i felt bad cz then bui was hella doing everything by himself. so left went home & got ready to go to the mall for sisters birthday. picked up marina & went to eastridge. went around & bought my sister her present with marina then we watched nacho libre. after the movie chilled a little and went home.

june twentyseventh twothousandsix

happy 15th birthday phu

so today i'm going to tracy with the whole family for a get together around 2.yay swimming & filipino food. so no wrestling. should be back late cz it's a filipino party =) can't wait i miss my cousins. so we leave the house around uhmmm...230 cz the mother is lagging then we drive until fremont cz my dad needed to stop by the warehouse to get some stuff for the store. then we head over to this car wash thing where you sit in the car while they wash it, when we were doing that ankush kept getting scared and was crying. after the rinse we got out so they could vaccum or whatever & the padre bought us ice creams yay. so i got that one vanilla drumsticks that looks like an upside down christmas tree. good stuff. we loaded up the van and drove until tracy. lol me and my dad kept making fun of the other drivers the whole way there. i got tired of listening to the indian songs that they were playing in the car so my dad let me change it to whatever i wanted to listen to but then it was all low and he was like here put it louder & like hyphy music was on then he was like what the heck are you listening too lol. he busted out into sn indian rap of his own trying to show me something or whatever & he ended the song "HOT HOT HOT" which is what the song on the radio was playing. it was all bad cz when i would put on rock or something. he says that they sound like the beggers of india lol. so then we get into tracy & drive a little more. get to the my auntie lynn & uncle alex's place. then my brother & my litlle cousin michelle & eileen went swimming while the adults talked. after we ate indian food omg. oh well it was good too. later ateh christine came home so we watched sweet sixteen with ateh beverly. after me and ateh christine decided to go swimming. we played some games with the pool cz there's like this big waterfall that's dropping the water into the pool that we would pile up on & we would race & look for the diving toys. after we made vanilla & marble cakes which tasted awesome. then me, sanjay, eileen & ateh christine went into the jacuzzi & waited for the cakes to bake. talked about everything with her. hella missed her. =) went bake inside after it was done and decorated them one was a dinosaur & the other was a christmas tree lol we were have a compition with the little kids. the little kids are pretty good cz they made a green dinosaur with a purple belly ;P & we made a life like christmas tree. i think we tied cz ateh beverly & michelle were judging lol. later we swam until like 12;30 & after we watched part of the exorsist & the hills have eyes while we ate our cake. finally leave their place around uhmm...1;10 & got home & like 2;15. aww i'm gonna miss them but ateh christine is suppose to drive down her in november when it's legal so we can go to the malls cz they only have one mall in tracy. so yeah, love spending time with the family.

--sonia beri

june twentythird twothousandsix

happy one month

wow.what a date to blog. fcuk. everything is so questionable right now. its weird how everything became so confusing but i'm happy i have that one BEST FRiEND i can always turn too no matter what. they're always there for me and really understand me & that's why life is fun because we can do everything together & not judge each other i love how we can hella rely on each other for the littlest things.

wonder what the rest of the summer holds for me. hmmm...unplanned trips, new friends, something exciting. hope something fun atleast. well yea it sucks but i basically have the rest of my summer laid out day by day with track, work, dance, wrestling, running, hopefully gymnastics & maybe time to hang out with friends. i just want one real spur of the moment night with my friends like what we always use to do i hella miss chilling with them, to bad things change. so here's to an exciting summer for everyone. make the most of it, like everyone's saying there's something about summer 06 that's just waiting for all of us to reach for.

june twentysecond twothousandsix

so my day yesterday was pretty okay. i didnt realize how much i really miss track meets. so me, bella, bui, rajun & angela all went up to los gatos for the all comers meet. before that i went to bella's then we picked up angela headed back to bella's and watched polevaulting documentaries to get pumped for them meet & we chilled. after went to get the poles from school but had to pick up bui cz he wasn't there yet. "i'm kinda half naked" lol. so after got the poles and bella's mom drove all of us to los gatos high school. i like their tack but their blechers are well...interesting. i remember my first all comers meet in the beginning of the season but i didn't compete yet but it was still hella fun.it was hella funny in the car with rajun dancing to sean paul and all of us getting "hyphy". well we got there hella early cz coaches rules & vault was the first event so yeah since we were there so early we didn't pay cz they didnt notice. after we put our poles by the vault me and angela went to the restroom cz none of us wanted to set up their pads. then we all went to the concession stand cz it was hella hot & we almost finished all of our gadorades on the way there. lol when the guy turned around bui stuck his hand in and got ice but then the guy saw him and was like "you're lucky that's the only thing you took other wise that would have been the last piece of ice you ever got" & the old guy was holding a knife too. so yeah freaky. ahah then the guy turned to the other old guy behind the counter and went into this story and was all like "oh did you hear about the first time bob's daughter brought a guy home....blah blah blah...yeah they haven't seen the guy ever again".went back to the vault area and we were still the only ones there so we did bar drills cz they had the pipes and stuff set up like we did at school before ours snapped i hella almost skinned the cat but it was too hot yeah well bella and bui did it though & when angela went she was just swinging around cz she wasn't competing but i think she was really trying. lol, finally some logan vaulters came and they started setting up so me, bui & bella did warmups. after got on jump warmups & runs but it was hella hot. it was kinda scary cz it was my first time vaulting with their pits and i kept feeling like my pole wasn't going inside the vault so seriously how could i jump. me and bella were the only girls there vaulting and there a bunch of guys. this one guys was jumping 15ft like nothing & each time i was like "oh shit!!" lol yeah what do you know he holds his school's record. finally after more guys came the los gatos coach came adn started up the event. all of the mp vaulters were sitting together when they were discussing the starting height and it was hella high so i went to coach brandon cz i was suppose to start at 6' cz my p.r. is only 7' and he was like "we don't have the extenders so starting height is 7'9"" and i was like "fcuk!" yeah but bella told me to still do it cz it's summer & it's just more practice so whatever. so yeah i no heighted but i'm probably gonn get 8' by the end of the summer cz yesterday i was hella close to getting it. after i was done, me & angela caught bui & bella's steps & all that good stuff lol track guys are hot, there was this one guy & he was seriously sexy =) along with some other guys but we didn't have balls to go up to them plus we had to stay at the vault.  so bui ended at 9' & i think bella ended at 9'6''. later we watched some vaulters & the race walkers compete, lol i know weird but they are fast cz like they walk a mile as fast as i run a mile, 8 minutes hella crazy. me & angela put away the poles after. then we all packed up & bella's mom picked us up and we went to taco bell, which is a usual after each meet now but we went to the indian store first lol . on the way there i told them about this one guy that asked me for my myspace at work ahah hella funny "is it cz you think i'm ugly?". it's so much fun when i'm with them. lol we decided to eat inside and there were railing for the line & all of us just busted into bar drills & we were like "we're such vaulters". later we all went to the restroom to wash our hands which took forever. ahah when bui was order i kept making fun of him cz he was like practically naming the whole menu "uhmm...can i get that burrito thing with the sauce that the other lady just ordered." then we all got our food and ate. after headed to mp to put the poles back but dropped angela at home first "imma eat you for dinner!!" lol.dropped bella's mom off cz she had to be at home to do something then went to MP and put poles away and tossed the football around. i loved the talk i had with bella, she's hella helpful. man i'm so mad she graduated already cz she could have had 2 more years with me. oh well she's hella gonn be there for all of us. later we dropped bui off then they dropped me off and that was my day. later went online & talked to angela for a while. lol i love that girl she hella makes me laugh. then went to sleep. hella can't wait til next meet cz me & bui made a bet to get myspaces&numbers just for fun though cz we aren't really gonn call or myspace those people. lol imma give him all the guys' numbers. well yeah so there's how my first summer all comers meet went.

--sonia beri  

may thirtyfirst twothousandsix

--go to school @ 9
--chill w/ eileen after school
--olivia & adam come over
--walk to julie's & meet up w/ julie, jd, kevin & angela
--walk to furnish w/ angela, olivia & adam
--walk to olivia's with adam & wrestle =)

there's my day in short pretty much...happy to spend it with the bestesties

<33 sonia beri